What is tooday

Raise Life To The Next Level Life Raise is a principle that defines who I want to become.  I have a goal now to learn as much as possible and adapt those habits of people I want to become.  The Life raise is also a premise that started because I hated myself and was not happy.  I know that is not a great premise to start something, but it has to lead me to an understanding that I can change what I am.  I have trolled around most of my life meaninglessly without any real purpose or focus.  SOme things like school were accessible to me, so I did not focus on it much and still was able to do good.  I also do not know what my real end goal is yet and do not have a real five-year plan at all.  I know that I want to write as much as possible to get some understanding of my own thoughts.  That is the truth behind Life Raise, and it did not have significant beginnings, but it will have a high end.  It is os vital to me that the Life R...

I feel like at this point in my life I no longer have any climax left as far as excitement left.  The point of no return is the very complicated situation to be in.  I feel as though I am very far down that road right now.  Well, thats not entirely right about the to far gone thing but I think that way sometimes.  I know for a fact that the amount of stress and anxiety is overwhelming which is comparative to someone in the climax of there first stress-induced pain.  I would love to relax and take time for my self, but this is not that point yet.  I feel like I hear so much disappointment that I almost forgot what success and happiness feel like.  I know for a fact that I have lost a lot of time and relationships because of the anxiety and stress which does make you more guarded.  When you become guarded you tend to close yourself off from the world and simple things you used to do become way more complicated because...

I realize through watching my family that there are some patterns that people can fall into like the ones I have developed, and they can become accustomed to being a certain way.  The best aspects of humanity are the ability to adapt to the surroundings they are in.  The analogy I heard from a youtube video referenced a lobster changing because its shell got too small for its growing body and the lack of comfort causes the lobster to change the shell it is currently within.  The truth of this is important to point out that the key changes come from the discomfort that we feel.  The evolution of the pain tends to grow and evoke people to a certain extent and make them different.  The ole survival of the fittest no longer applies I feel like because of the survival is marked by others ability to make each fit.  I do not want to adopt certain principles of constantly complaining and also creating the doubt by reliving ...