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Raise Life To The Next Level Life Raise is a principle that defines who I want to become.  I have a goal now to learn as much as possible and adapt those habits of people I want to become.  The Life raise is also a premise that started because I hated myself and was not happy.  I know that is not a great premise to start something, but it has to lead me to an understanding that I can change what I am.  I have trolled around most of my life meaninglessly without any real purpose or focus.  SOme things like school were accessible to me, so I did not focus on it much and still was able to do good.  I also do not know what my real end goal is yet and do not have a real five-year plan at all.  I know that I want to write as much as possible to get some understanding of my own thoughts.  That is the truth behind Life Raise, and it did not have significant beginnings, but it will have a high end.  It is os vital to me that the Life R...

The complicated thing I have realized about relationships is that they are great for you and that they can help and hurt you.  Don't get me wrong everyone needs a good relationship with someone and we can not always choose who we are in relationships with like our family relationships, but when we can we should make good choices.  One thing I can say is that I did not always appreciate or value the relationships I had because they were on a surface level and when the time comes to really rely on each other the people tend to falter because the links were not that strong, to begin with.  I have learned that the more open the connections are, the more people tend to connect with each other because they feel comfortable with the people around them.  The truth is that it is hard to build a one-way relationship that lasts.  You have to decide to place effort into it like anything else.  I know a lot of bad links as well, and ...

I feel like when I started this blog I used it as a way to relieve some of the ideas that were stuck inside my head and release them on the world.  When the dynamics change, and we start to see that we are capable of growing, we tend to begin to grow and become something else entirely.  The truth is I use this as a way to release some of the pressure that is built up within my head of the day to day things that I am not always happy with.  I wanted an avenue where I could be placed in a circle and share my story and thinking with others in a way to help connect myself with other people.  One thing I can promise you when you start to get real and I mean to have integrity with yourself it will show out to the world.  So that’s why I recommend that people tell their story.  I feel as though stories are a way for all people to connect with each other and to grow as individuals.  When we get our message out into the world, it changes our own per...

I have read the secret, and I see now that we have to focus and believe in anything we want and we will receive it.  This principle also shows the importance of feelings as well.  When you are connected with what you want it appears to you.  The concepts of time and shape disappear because they no longer matter.  I see now that what we want has to be focused on with all our intention because that allows it to be drawn to you.  The ability to have something gained does not come from the place you expect but the choice of the belief that it can happen because it can.  I have learned there are no limitations to what you can achieve when you place your mind into it.  The truth comes from understanding that our thoughts are powerful and what we think we can do we will do.  So the key is to focus your mind entirely not to focus on the negative but the positive.  The way I see myself is different as well.  I feel connected to another layer o...

The secret to happiness and prosperity is the way you think about what your situation is in life.  The book the secret that I read is different because it talks about the law of attraction which is difficult to discuss.  The way I feel is that I attracted lousy things in my life I and wanted an opportunity to fix that.  I did not realize how many ways I tend to think negative thoughts until I started reading this book.  It is a fascinating concept that relates the two most important ideas about thinking and the concepts of how our world changes because of our thinking.  I need to recreate my brain and thinking from scratch.  I feel like we are programmed to a disposition to be negative or expect the worst possible things.  Fighting this natural response requires energy and a clear mind.  I did not like having feelings because I felt they made me weak, but the opposite is true they provide insight into how you are thinking.  Damn the number of...

The most significant challenge I face is to overcome myself.  I have a desire to inspire to be beyond the examples they have seen.  I meet myself every day and I do not always like what I know but I do remember that we are amazing creatures that are all powerful and can not be limited by the frames that we are placed into.  I really have the notion that what I want to do is inspire others to be everything they are and everything they can be because I am not everything I can be until I reach this point.  I believe I was smart until I wasn't I think I was tall until I wasn't.  The fundamental difference between myself and others is that I know I am in a place of darkness right now and cannot always see the light but I can not give up.  My friend killed him, self and that in itself reminds me of how much he meant to all the lives he affected including mine.  He was a much better man than me and stronger too, but I can not fai...

I thought that things would magically fall into place at a certain point in my life, but it did not.  I don't know where this illusion came from, but I do know that it can't continue. What people like myself tend to overestimate is the quality of people and what they can and can't do.  I place my faith in people so much not causes me confused and angry and self-hatred.  You can only take the blame for everything for so long before it drives you crazy.  I feel like I always made excuses for other people because I thought that what I was a person that I was helping the people in my life but all you do is end up hurting them instead. The people in our lives need that check just like you do.  Pretending something is your fault or creating excuses causes them to repeat behaviors because they believe it is acceptable to you.  The key to anything to stand up for something.  I know that bridges are going to burn, but I learned those connections were never c...