Inspiration
The most significant challenge I face is to overcome myself.  I have a desire to inspire to be beyond the examples they have seen.  I meet myself every day and I do not always like what I know but I do remember that we are amazing creatures that are all powerful and can not be limited by the frames that we are placed into.  I really have the notion that what I want to do is inspire others to be everything they are and everything they can be because I am not everything I can be until I reach this point.  I believe I was smart until I wasn't I think I was tall until I wasn't.  The fundamental difference between myself and others is that I know I am in a place of darkness right now and cannot always see the light but I can not give up.  My friend killed him, self and that in itself reminds me of how much he meant to all the lives he affected including mine.  He was a much better man than me and stronger too, but I can not fail him or my family as well.  I don't want someone to feel alone or separated from the world like I sometimes do.  I do not want the people to feel they can not see behind what is in front of them.  I know I am probably worse off or better off than the people I am talking too but do not give up.  I write this not only to clear my conscience but to clear my soul and others as well.  I honestly do not care if anyone reads this, but I know if they do they can take meaning from it.  Not because I am saying something profound, but because of the insight I tried to provide to you.  I am well aware of my flaws and failure I replay them every day but I can not let this reach a point of no return.  We are amazing creatures the only ones known of on this planet that can see themselves in a mirror and think about their own existence.  The world was designed for everyone and everything it provides us with everything we need.  
 
 
 
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